Paradigm Lost

Lover’s kiss.

first impressions

of lasting consequence

years of passion

transition into

years of distain

Yet first impressions

remain steadfast in my mind

contrary to the reality

in front of me

The facts do not

match the lies

I choose to believe

Until one day

I am forced to confront

the truth

that the paradigm

does not match

the cold hard facts

that the truths that I believed

were in fact lies,

carefully manipulated to

sound better than they would

really appear

Enough truth

to cause me to second guess

my reality

my truths

my sanity

I have been saved

I have been abused

I have been shamed

I am now free

from the  lies

but I now question

my inner self

my decisions

my heart.

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